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I need a miracle, save me.
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 Once again, i'm starting to have problems in my life. Seriously. At times, i just wants to commit suicide to end my life, end my torture. But i know i can't after i've fulfill my wish. I want to collect alot of pictures to publish my one and only photography book though i'm not qualify. Thank you this blog for listening to me though i know you are not a human. You can't give me advise. But at least you were there for me to vent my anger. I'm having friendships problems, mind you. Not boy girl relationship. & my head went booomzx. I've enough of all this nonsense. No one understands how i felt, no one has ever put themselve into my shoes. No one has ever what happen to me? No one has ever understands what am i thinking nevertheless no one has ever take time, slow down the pace and talk to me. We were just like a bullet trains moving as fast as possible just to reach our destination. & in the end, i'm just following blindly. You move, i move. You stop, i stop. My life is like imintating other's life in some way or another. When will you, this bullet train, ever slow down the pace and interact with me, this friend of yours? You zoom like nobody business and you didn't notice me. Enough. Friend, i've cause you unhappiness. Sorry. Thanks for those tortures you gave me, i guess it was a revenge. I'm in my wits end, i'm breaking down soon. Yes, i am. Believe it or not, up to you. Because everything i say, i don't think you'll believe me as if i'm a big liar but i'm not. The truth is all in this blog. You can choose not to believe me, you can believe me. Once again, i'm not a liar. To be exact, all those cold tones from your conversation really give me those annoying shirk despite the fact that i'm putting my effort in replying with an enthusisatic tone. I don't think you'll appreciate right? I guess to you, i'm just an entertainer. The one that has to entertains people like a bloody fool. Nothing more than that. |
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