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I need a miracle, save me.
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I've alot to say. I don't know where to start off. I went through so much just a short period of time. Yes, i am. It's like number of swords constantly piercing into my heart non stop. Not about relationships, but about friendships. I'm always the loser in friendship. Constant loser in primary school and even right now. I've been betrayed, backstabbed. I've overcome alot of stuffs than you expect. Betrayal, backstab in primary school days were real common. I always don't get it, why am i the one who lose out? Why am I the one suffering? Why am I the one? Why must those days have those betrayal, backstab stuffs going on?

Up till now, i've never get the complete meaning of friendship. To me, friendship, is one that can give your friend happiness regarding what happens to you. The one that lent them a helping hand to them. The one that will share their happiness. Every friendship starts give you happiness and ends with sorrow. Understanding me, knowing me, is that difficult? I'm fragile in friendship. I'm a loser in friendship. Always a loser. Never a winner in friendship. Friendship takes ages to build up trust, love. But in just a few minutes, it can collapse. God, so tell me what should i do?
Tell me your wish
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